human or plastic

Where are we, when it´s suddnly not good enough to be you self. But we have to be shining and perfect like plastic.
How come are realety is moveing to become a world where no one is good as them self, but they have to play someone else.
And why don´t we try to stop it.......NO WAIT, why do we help it.?
When have we reatched the place where you´r not looking at a person but a fashion copy?

nothing

the sound of silent


.............is it good or bad

I´ll try

It´s one of the sweetest songs ever, about hope, trust, change and beliveing <3
It´s called I´ll try, and it is from Peter Pan

I am not a child now,
I can take care of myself.
I must not let them down now,
must not let them see me cry.
I'm fine, I'm fine.

I'm to tired to listen,
I'm to old to believe, all this childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith,
mhmmm trust, and pixie dust.

I'll try, but it's so hard to believe.
I'll try, but I can't see what you see.
I'll try, I'll try, I'll try!

My whole world is changing,
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you waiting,
but I can't steer and watch the city burn
mhm watch it burn.

Cause I'll try, but it's so hard to believe.
I'll try, but I can't see what you see.
I'll try, I'll try,
I'll try and try to understand the distance in between.
The love I feel, the things I fear.
And a single dream.

I can finally see it,
now I have to believe.
All those precious stories,
all the the world is made of faith,
and trust and pixie dust.

So I'll try,
cause I finally believe.
I'll try,
cause I can see what you see!
I'll try, I'll try.
I will try, I'll try-eoiie - to fly!

cause I like it

Just becorse I like it:


Seven nation army:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J2QdDbelmY&feature=player_detailpage

http://youtu.be/0J2QdDbelmY

no santa:

Shoes:




Street art:




The prettyest dress I have ever seen:






So now you´ve seen some of the thing I like, when I´m not just reading poetry, or playing drums.......

I died for beauty

I Died For Beauty But Was Scarce

by Emily Dickinson.

I died for beauty but was scarce
Adjusted in the tomb,
When one who died for truth was lain
In an adjoining room.
He questioned softly why I failed?
"For beauty," I replied.
"And I for truth, the two are one;
We brethren are," he said.
And so, as kinsmen met a night,
We talked between the rooms,
Until the moss had reached our lips,
And covered up our names.

dreams

Land of Dreams

Falling into the land of dreams
Places full of pleasure and pain
Today happiness tomorrow sadness
Tonight will soon enlighten us

In the land of dreams we fall
Ogres and ghouls in our thoughts
Terror becomes tonight’s call
Eyelids flickering in our haunts

I am not sure who wrote this poem but I really like it
Just like the drawing.

kill

Some people think it´s selfish to kill yourself. Others just feel sorry for those who acctually goes that far that they ends up killing themself. I dont know what I think. I know that the persons you leaves behind, is starting to kill them selfs froim inside at least in the beginning. But what is worse, To be dead or to kill your self from inside? I get why some people wants to escape this world, and I think it´s okay, if you have tryed to make the world at better place for others. So there wont be so many people there belives that they are in the need of killing them self. But what if life just sucks for you, andit always has sucked for you? then what? I don´t know. And i´m not sure I want to.

But I never hope that anyone kills themself or anybody else, without even trying to tell someone.

Warum hast du ein Hertz wenn du nicht Lebst?

Warum hast du einen Mund wenn du nicht sprichst?
Warum hast du augen wenn du nicht sehen willst?
Warum hast du ein Herz wenn du nicht Lebst ?

 I really suck at speaking German. But here is how I would translate it, if any of you german guys, have a better translation, then please corect me.

Why do you have a mouth, when you will not speak?
Why do you have eyes, when you will not see?
Why do you have a heart, when you will not live?

angels

Humans are angels with only one wing
But in evry hug we give, the two wings are falling together
And only can we lern how to fly

Bulevardof Broken Dreams

You probely allready know this song (Bulevard of Broken Dreams, by Greenday). I really like it. My life use to be really sad some times, and somehow greendays music helped me get through it. I really like there music, not as mutch as I use to, but this song will be in my heart and memory for ever.

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up when everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, aaah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
When the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'til then I walk alone...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWNRUVMboq4

friends

iv got a friend
for good and for bad
for all over the world
boy or girl
it doesnt matter cause i know i can count on them
they are what there keeps me going
what there makes my life sunny
and im there for them too

ordinary things

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2oYV_oH_Yto

what an awesome song, about being yourself, and keep beliveing, even though "all theses ordinary things, ordinary things, seems a lot"

How to let go

how to let go of who people thinks you are, and be the person you are.

I dont want to be- Gavin DeGraw

http://youtu.be/ETt65SA31-w

independent

Independenting is one of the most useful lessons we lern in life. Yeah I know that people constantly tells me to work in groups, and always to get help from others. And yeah I know that help can be a good thing. But that doesn´t change the fact that someone has to make the decisions. And it would make evrything a hell lot easyer if people could think for them selfs. I´m so sick and tierred of people asking me about what color that has to be, so I for the 10th time has to tell, that it doesn´t really matter, and they can choose for them self.

All I can think about is how are those people going to be, when they move out, and into there own place? are they gonna call mamma every time they have a littel problem. Or will they lern to handel it them self. And why does people always say that we need help to every little thing. I mean are we ever than goning to be abel to make are own decisions.

An other thing is, that if we aint abel to make are own decisions in small things, like where to put appels, then how are we going to consider politik or other big quistions, if we havn´t learnd how????????

rain

The rain is droping on my window
I like the peace it brings
The rain is slowly sliding down my window
I love the memries it brings up in my mind
The rain is like a fariytale, it will allways be somewere
And so will my love to this life creating, and beautiiful rain


Nevermind how far I have to go
Nevermind how high I have to climb
Nevermind how deep I have to dig
As long as I will find a place with life, safty and warm
A place where every thirsty person or animal can get some water so life will go on

a new year means a new thinking stop

do  you realizde have many people there evry new year stops  up and think hmmmm..... in the next year....lets see I will be healthier. I will run 3 times a week,  no wait a second I will run almost evry singel day, so I will lose a lot of weigt and that way get prettyer.

I gotta admit thatI get it, but that doesnt change the fact that I think it´s stupid. Why say you wanna do something that you know wont last over a week. Why dont they just start with I will run 2 times a week....and then I will start onn all the other things on the way.  I mean thats what we are trying to do with anything else right. take it step by step C: