just my heart

One day I feel like I'm breaking
The next day I feel like I run the world
My heart beat is slow
Now my heart beat is fast
Time goes by
And I'm still not running the world
But I will surive

now and forever

Try to reatch for a grip
Got all my focus there
So when I fell it hit me so mutch harder
I dont care for the pain
I dont care for anything
 except for the grip I didn´t catch
So I try aigen
and aigen
I keep trying like theres nothing else to do
I just climb and fall
climb and fall
thats my destiny

aint found a way to kill me...yet

Ain´t found a way to kill me yet
But it often feels like they are close
Every time I wake up in the middel of the night
with my head filled of scream form bullets
it feels like im getting burned
but i cant find the flames
or my way out

A voice are calling to me
from somewhere
like it wants to help
I never wanted help
Like my skin are beggin me to drown
and finally find a way out