crying time

"Now it´s crying time aigen, your gonna leav me, I can see that far away look in your eyes, I can tell by the way you hold me darling, that it won´t be long before it´s crying time." - Crying time

You know when people keeps crying because there mom, or there housebond or maybe the girl or boyfriend has left them? Well sometimes I wish that my parents would splitt up, and then me and my dad would leav.....Maybe to Canada or Australia or somewhere else far away, and ofcause I would be sad cause I was leaving my mom and friends behind. But in this wish I would make new friends, and some of my old friends would come and visit me, and every summer I would come back, to go to Roskilde Festival and see my friends. And my mom and sister wouldn´t be there anymore, well at least not for me.                                      I can´t figur out if it´s a terible thing to wont, what others only see as crying time. But I know that it´s what I won´t. I wanna do that, and I wanna surive it, and I wanna feel strong. Dear Santa, this is my biggest wish, just tell me if it´s ever gonna come true..............................................